Yes, it begins again, I am writing another blog, making another commitment. However, this time around I will not have any high ideals for myself or my blog.. this is not going to be about politics, or my work, or my passion yada yada, this is going to be me trying to organize my thoughts and get back on track via writing. Because people say, when you maintain a journal and start putting your thoughts everyday, it helps you untangle the various thought processes in you head that give you aches and bouts of depression and helplessness that you'd rather not have.
So, yes! if you do happen to stumble upon this blog - you can be rest assured that this is just random yapping, another psychotic female undergoing some kind of a permanent PMS of sorts. I am also not going to focus upon the beauty of the words or the precision of language on this blog.. so pardon if you happen to read (that is if you continue to read) this blog.
Now that i have put up my disclaimer, time to get going..
It feels like an directionless road yet again.. both professionally and personally, and while I know that I can very much change things if I want to, my biggest hurdle is the interdependency of the decisions I'd make for either my professional or personal life and the effect it would have on the other..and thats the reason ive been procrastinating for months now.. almost 2 months now to take that decision and change things.. I dont know whats holding me back..
Apart from my morning workout, pulling through the rest of the day feels like a pain these days.. I wish i had the clarity.. i cant even write anymore now
So, yes! if you do happen to stumble upon this blog - you can be rest assured that this is just random yapping, another psychotic female undergoing some kind of a permanent PMS of sorts. I am also not going to focus upon the beauty of the words or the precision of language on this blog.. so pardon if you happen to read (that is if you continue to read) this blog.
Now that i have put up my disclaimer, time to get going..
It feels like an directionless road yet again.. both professionally and personally, and while I know that I can very much change things if I want to, my biggest hurdle is the interdependency of the decisions I'd make for either my professional or personal life and the effect it would have on the other..and thats the reason ive been procrastinating for months now.. almost 2 months now to take that decision and change things.. I dont know whats holding me back..
Apart from my morning workout, pulling through the rest of the day feels like a pain these days.. I wish i had the clarity.. i cant even write anymore now
